Monday, October 18, 2004

remindin myself that bein single is not that bad can be drainin.. how can it become easier when all around u are people who’re constantly grabbin at each other that u’d think a crow bar can’t pry them apart..

have u guys watched that “reality” show, the ultimate player? as they say, “don’t hate the player, hate the game”.. that quote speaks volumes.. with that, I can’t help but remember what sheilla told me, “watch, ate! it’s gonna come back to you”.. sure enough it has.. maybe i’ve unconsciously played the game with decent guys whose hearts are on their sleeves.. the question of whether i did it intentionally is key (cuz i don’t.. sorry to all of whom I’ve hurt).. but whenever i become the sucker & begin to fall, i uncover a hidden truth.. and dood, does truth hurt.. geez louise! if u’ve got a girl or are not truly interested in me or have some underlyin agenda, don’t even think about entering my comfort zone.. but even if u do, I will bounce back..

- MAME CAME HOME on Saturday! she’s doin pretty well but still a lil tired from her experience.
- i got to see ethel and her family.. i’m so glad she’s doin well & getting chubby (like me)..
- this weekend was off the heezy.. my bros slept in my room the whole time, we played games, told jokes, pretty much everything..
- went to krizel’s bday bash.. it was like a hf reunion.. it was great seein the kids again
- the family watched “the passion of Christ” and played Chinese checkers

*[[ The magic within... ]]*
|5:06 AM|


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